My wife Bella, has been an inspiration in my life from my early adulthood and she continues to be an inspiration in my life as we grow together. I have disrespected her by watching porn and by having an affair behind her back but she continued to love me through all those troubling times and she continued to try to inspire me when I was stuck in a rut. Even though I had hurt her countless times with my actions she continued to lift me up to the Lord and pray for me to change because she knew she couldn’t change me only God could through the prompting of the Holy Spirit.
There has been many times I wanted to throw the towel in on God fore-say and Bella, would always have something to say that would inspire me to me carry on. Well now my wife is going through some trying times right now. So I would like to ask the S4C, readers to please join me as I lift Bella, up in prayer. My hopes are God will use me in a way that will inspire her to continue forth with what God, needs her to do. because she is at the point of giving up on God, she recognizes it’s the enemy attacking her at times and she tries to remain positive but there is some dark past troubles that she hasn’t healed from yet and she’s trying her best to get through the pain with help from the Lord. Like I said Bella has been a true inspiration in my life and she needs a bit of inspiration from other people than just me, I say this because she doesn’t feel like many friends and family she knows really care about her.