Non Of Us Are Perfect Souljaz


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By: Teck,
As of lately Lord, I have been chasing after my own desires and not honoring your word. Lord the peers around me have begun to gossip how I went from being a Christian to becoming a drug addict. Lord this wasn’t the impression I wanted to give off towards others, but my actions set the tone and it took off from there. Lord I am truly sorry and I need your help for I cannot change the circumstances before me, and the circumstances are what I’m fearing.

Lord you didn’t give me a spirit of fear but you have instead have given me faith to utilize, please teach me how to use faith correctly. Lord I know it will require for me to jump out of my comfort zone, but Lord it has to be worth it in the end or you wouldn’t have ask in the first place. I say this because Lord you are only looking out for my best interest as an child of the most high King. Lord I cannot say sorry enough and I am actually sicken by the fact I forsaken you to chase after my own desires, desires that left me feeling empty from within.

Prayer:

Abba, I come before you with a humble heart and a heart of repent, Lord I am sorry for choosing to get high daily and not reflect you in my actions behind closed doors and in public settings when I gathered with others to get high. Lord, I come before you to ask for you to fix the mess I have caused because I have chosen to forsake your will over my life…Lord I have learned my lesson and from this point forward meaning from this Journal entry forward, I want to live for you Lord. So Lord please help by guiding me back by realigning me with your will for my life as well help me realign my faith to match such lifestyle which is a Christ follower and will doer. Amen.

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Teck, & Bella,

R.I.C.H


[R]esting [I]n [C]hrist’s [H]ands

Matthew 11:28-30 NIV
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.
29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

Who You Represent?


This Post is going to reflect me in a bad lighting but my hopes are my honesty and struggles will help others in the long run. I am Writing this conversation because the Lord asked me too.

Lord: Teck,

Lord: Son, are you there? it’s been a hour since I last called for you!.

Teck: Yes I am Here, what is it Lord?

Lord: Who You Represent?

Teck: ???

Lord: Teck You haven’t been yourself so, Who you represent?

Teck: Lord, That’s the thing my writing represents you, but my lifestyle does not behind closed doors…Lord I am allowing the fear of certain circumstances come between you and I, and instead of turning to you, I’ve turned to getting high daily, to take the edge off.

Lord: Son, I have noticed? 😦 The future I foresee you in is not this bad off running from me, your truly loving father. Son, please turn your addiction of getting high daily over to me. 😉 I will provide a body high with my love that no drug on earth can match against.

Teck: Lord, I am so sorry I have allowed it to get to this level of a break in our relationship. 😦 I should’ve trusted you for scripture states so.

Matthew 6:26
26 Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?

Teck: Lord I acted like I wasn’t important enough for you to take care of regardless the circumstances I am facing… Yes I turned from the addiction of porn when I get stressed for another addiction of getting high to forget my problems. Lord I am so sorry I can feel when I am high that I am not in the right frame of mind to worship you with my actions. So instead I am representing my own desires over yours. 😦 It’s like I am breathing in the American Oxygen and Not breathing in the oxygen breathed out your mouth into words.

It’s like I am not chasing after my God given dream but instead I am chasing after what I use to have called the American dream…Lord I have come to the point of blending in with non Christians, and that is not good because I am not representing you Lord. 😦

Lord: Yes, Son, exactly you’re are feeling the waves of the old waiting pool and experiencing  life from a sinful aspect. Son, I have could you to the river of life and have offered for you to drink from the river of life, but you have refused lately and now you’re dying from within because of it.

◄ Matthew 9:17 ►
Neither do people pour new wine into old wineskins. If they do, the skins will burst; the wine will run out and the wineskins will be ruined. No, they pour new wine into new wineskins, and both are preserved.”

Son, this parable talks about not adding new to old. So you cannot mix your old lifestyle with your God given lifestyle referred to as Christianity. Son, I need you to step out in your faith and trust me that I will do right by you. There is a spiritual warfare going on in your mind and when you get high you allow the influence of the drugs to drive your thoughts instead of being sober sound minded. Right now you are waving to and fro and are hurting your testimony of how I can change and heal you from within.  Turn from the temptation for it is already over, for I have conquered all sins.

 

Teck: Lord, I surrender this drug addiction over to you please forgive me, for choosing to try and mix my old lifestyle with my new lifestyle through Christ for comfort. I know I am not perfect but I choose to get high daily, I forgive myself for slipping away from you Lord and for being disobedient to your calling upon my life. Lord please help me gain redemption out of all this so I can represent Glory to your kingdom. Amen.

Lord: Son you’re forgiven now move forth through your faith instead of getting high. 🙂

A future post will be added at a later time giving an update pertaining to my will to change

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Lord I’m Sorry For Not Surrendering


By: Teck,

Me: Lord,

Lord: Yes, son!

Me: recently I said I surrender all to you and posted this video within that post. But I haven’t displayed daily that I surrender all to you. 😦 Instead I have allowed fear the option to cripple me, and it’s stopped me from moving forward with Faith.

Lord: So, son what are you going to do to fix the issue?

Me: Good question! Lord, I know I must lay it all before you, but I am afraid to trust because I have been hurt some many times over I’m afraid to allow the wall to come down fully and allow myself to be vulnerable.

Lord: Son, I showed you the Jeremiah 29:11 verse because I wanted to reassure you I know whats best for you and that I truly love you, the verse states I have a future for you and that I don’t want harm to come to you. Son, if you could allow yourself to believe what that verse offers then you will begin to see me in a new light and you won’t be afraid and will be able to push forward with faith. You see Son faith is about jumping out there if the situation even makes you feel uncomfortable or uneasy. It’s about being obedient to my will no matter what I ask of you. So son, are you truly willing to surrender all to me?

Me: Lord, I want to surrender all to you but I don’t want to make a vow right now I don’t think I can adhere to fully, all I can say is I’ll try my best with your help and if I fail at surrendering I will get up and try again until it becomes a habit to do so.

Lord: Son, all I am asking of you is to try! I know you cannot surrender all to me over night, but become willing to surrender little by little in the area’s I ask for surrendering and don’t take back anything you give to me.

Me: Yes, Lord that sounds fair enough and I believe that over time I can surrender all to you, with you teaching me to surrender more and more over time. 🙂 Thank you Lord for understanding my dilemma and for correcting me when I knew I was being disobedient towards you Lord.

Lord: Son, I truly love you with all my being and all I want for you is the best in all area’s of your life but you will need to face rough patches as well in life to help shape your character and help you mature with surrendering to me fully. So I ask you again son, Are you willing to surrender all to me?

Me: Yes Lord I am willing to surrender all to you for I know that you will show me how to. 🙂 Thank you Abba I love you.

Lord: Son, I love you too with all my being and I will continue to be by your side aiding you with anything you need from from me.

Me: 🙂 ❤

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Teck, & Bella,

No Longer Slaves // Jonathan David & Melissa Helser


By: Teck,
I just come across this video via a post titled Feeling Unqualified? I recommend checking out their awesome post, but I had to post the song video here in hopes it would bless the readers of this blog.

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Your Past Is Just That Your Past


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By: Teck,
Fam, I come to you today to encourage you to look past your past and not allow it to define who you see yourself as. We all have something awful about our past that has set forth the lies we believe. God intended for us to become great and do great things in the name of Jesus Christ.

Jesus doesn’t see worn out junk when He looks at you, No! He see’s children of the most high King of kings. The devil is jealous that God has bestowed the powers of the kingdom of Heaven upon you. Fam, I would like to encourage you to live life to the fullest while chasing after the desires of the heart of God.

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Powerful Testimony!!!


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